How come you love me, when I am ugly? Guess I can only hope. Give me a second go. Don't let me go alone. You saw me at the worst. You caught me falling first. All I wanted to know. Give me a second.

I'm so very sorry for just dropping off the face of the planet and I feel I owe any of you who still look at my page.
I'm no longer using polyvore. I can't say exactly why, maybe it's because I grew up. Or because it's changed so much from what it used to be.
I remember when I first joined it was about art and making pretty sets with collages of clothes and posting your half assed stories for your friends to read.....but now there's no creativity. Granted there are people who still make sets from scratch but now polyvore is filled with prissy 11 year olds who think the world is given to them on a silver platter who use templates all the time.
I'm sorry but that's not what polyvore is to me.
So this is my formal goodbye. I've had so many good memories having to do with this site. I remember I used to stay up so late reading a story someone wrote, and I mean the ENTIRE story. But I was in like 5th/6th grade....I'm going into 10th grade... I've made amazing friends on here and I still talk to some of them...and I lost a certain friend who meant a lot to me. But that's how life goes.
So thank you polyvore for amazing memories and filling my intermediate/middle school years with fun. I'll miss that, I really will.
I'll check back here periodically to see if anyone still looks at my stuff. Feel free to like it and comment it still c:
But for anyone who wants to still talk to me or whatever I now use tumblr (Which polyvore is totally trying to be...just saying) and you can message me there ---> jennijawbreaker.tumblr.com
So goodbye and thank you.
XOXO
Jenni Jawbreaker

Today is a good day :D I can feel it already.

Wow this is shitty

RIP Tyler, we've talked for so long and obviously life wasn't what you could handle anymore. You'll always be one of my dearest friends and I know you're in a better place now...I just wish you would've stayed. You'll always be in my heart and memory, I know you'll be watching over me and one day we'll meet again.
RIP my friend, I love you and I always will.

With @frankie-is-a-zombie

I was having so much fun
Dancing and singing
To the loud music
That left my ears ringing
 
But when you and her walked past us
My heart sank
Despite the fact I was with my man
My heart was heavy like a tank
 
Seeing you with her
In person for the first time
Had such an effect on me
I became a mime
 
And no matter how hard I tried
To not make it a big deal
Seeing you two interact as a couple
Made the whole situation real
 
I wanted to cry
And to scream at you
For making me feel like this
For making me love you
 
I tried to stop how I felt
And to erase all the pain
But then I started to miss you
And tears fell like the rain
 
So I messaged you again
And those fucking feelings came back
I didn't know what to do
Or even how to react
 
I acted like it didn't bother me
Told everyone I was fine
When in actuality
I wanted to die
 
Why does he affect me?!
I love a new guy
But a part of me still wants him
And wish there had been truth in his lies

So I have made a new myspace. If any of you have and still use myspace go and add me.
http://www.myspace.com/jennijawbreaker666

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